ThanksGiving is the time of year to be thankful. For the things around you. Now some people have had a wave of shit happen to them, especially in this economy today. But through it all there’s some stuff I am thankful for like Friends Family, my dog, LA living in it, having a job, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Dexter, and that Kiss I got last Friday.  You have to remember this stuff to keep you going and enjoy your days. Also Fantasy Football My Yankees World Champs 2009 and My Giants.  Happy Holidays Poeple.

Last year I did 30 days of no drinking, stupid spending, working out, eating right and strictly at my career and my bread and butter job. Thirty days later I was 15 pounds lighter, in better shape health wise and financially, and I almost won 50, 000 dollars on a game dance show, which is on this site. My biggest question was why can’t I do this often? Well life gets in the way you want to have fun and shit happens in life where you just say I have to concentrate on this. I looked in the mirror last week and I noticed I wasn’t happy with what I was looking at. I needed to fix things. I said let me try a complete makeover in my life and after thirty days see where I am at. After 30 do I want to keep going or modify my life a bit so I can keep this energy going. It’s this energy I haven’t had in a long time and as the days progress in this 30 day trial period I am starting to see improvements that I really like. On purpose I didn’t pay my cable bill for three months and it remains disconnected. Since then I am getting shit done. I’ll have it back in December at one point. But it’s all about seeing that different guy in the mirror and going where have you been. I implore people to do this if they are not happy in there life. Fuck having a drink on Thansgiving  I’ll have mine at Christmas. I want a jack on the rocks then and really have something to celebrate. I want out of the 200 club. I want to sing songs from the year they were made that equal my weight. For example in a week I wanna be singing 1999. But in reality I wanna be totally singing eighties. I want that last credit card bill to disappear. I want to own my car.  I want back on TV I want to say to people I’ll be on december blah blah you get the point.My pain in November is my gain in December. And then I can face the new Years with the energy I have been looking for. I’m glad I started this. I will keep you folks posted on my progress.

Man am I looking forward to Monday. That’s the day I become creative again and the business man I need to be. Its been a awhile with TV and writing for me. Call it lazy or maybe doing other things in life, but now its like ok I need to be back on TV entertaining my fans. I get emails from people who read both my books and seen my shows and they are always supportive or critical. But I always get the same question what’s next? I’m working on it. Probably Young and Restless reprising my role as the photographer. But one thing I do miss is game shows. Yes I will be on Price is Right January 7th, but not as a contestant. As a mere consultant to my friend who overbid. I need to get Jack Benza back on TV and I swear it has become my top priority.

Man do I miss being me. I had an epiphany today that got my juices flowing. I made a promise to myself to get things going for myself in all aspects of my life and it wasn’t where I said I am going to start today. I am starting Monday cause I need a few more days to be lazy. I’m gonna be the business guy when it comes to my career. I am taking workshops and classes to get the creativity flowing. Im tired of money preventing me from doing what I want to do. We live in a recession and in a week i will be where I want to be financially. Comfortable. As for working out and feeling great that is such a dedicated process. I have to work out when I can even when I don’t want to.  Its hard when you feel like staying in some nights or even days. So I went to Blockbuster and got it out of my system. I saw like ten movies so when I go back into BlockBuster I can’t see any movies saw them all. I know in one week when I give myself a makeover its gonna create an energy I haven’t had in a while. November Blues sets in and I’m finding a way to deal with it.