Folks keep writing your comments I love them and will post them good and bad. As long as you write something worth posting. Summer vacation is upon us and I am doing the NY thing with family and friends. Yankee stadium tommorrow and the city. Summer vacation is about watching your favorite baseball team, watching old videos, mixing up a blended drink during the day and later at night, jumping in the pool, hot tub and just kicking back. I’m all about taking time to myself. When i get back I’m doing another reality show where I’ll be eating tough stuff and doing things I dont want to do. Take the time to go on a summer vacation. It is a time to rest my sole. I madev some videos on youtube under the guise JakeTicon. Its  just me and my friends doing stuff. Loved Transformers. It was long but action packed and very funny.

Summer is a time where we decide you know what I can stand to lose  a few pounds so we start to workout. But after three four days of working out you decide that you want a beer or want to eat something you shouldn’t Hey its summer. So once you were on the path and now your not. So what to do? Workout when you shouldn’t. An hour before you wake up late at night try ad make it a prt of your life when it is not. I hate working out but once I do I feel better and it makes me want to eat more bad things and drink ass well cause you say hey its summer. Folks keep the comments flowing. If they are good enough I will post them. Also buy my second book for support I could use the sales.

There comes a time in your life where you say I’m not happy or this is not working for me. I had one of those revelations this weekend adn I decided to fix it. I decided to make myself happier and make things work for me. I decided that I want to make more money so I am getting a second and or new job. I decided that I want to do another reality show so i found one Solitary and I really like the premis so I decided to pursue it. And the awareness happens when you least expect it. I decided to watch my money. I decided I want to be thin again so I started working out. I put in my daily schedule like brushing my teeth. I said fuck it lets do this thing.

Ok so My Yankees are battling for first place and they have trouble beating the Redsox. Fine the Redsox can beat us all they want, but it doesn’t mean crap when Yankees are in first place at the end of the season and Boston doesnt even get in. We have 26 rings they have 6. Big Difference. Ok I am going to NY to see my Yankees in thrre weeks play toronto can’t wait to see that Stadium. How have I been ehhhh is the word that describes me now. I’m going through a mid life crisis where things in my life aint making me happy. I need new projects for acting reality or game shows. I just feel blah. I am blessed that I have friends around me and family, but there is something missing. Yeah it might be that special someone… dating has become very boring for me and expensive. But I’m talking about work Jack Benza. The guy that likes to perform and entertain for the millions of his fans. I’m gonna be ok in June cause I will be awy from work and into Summer, but for now I feel down and thats ok. I see movies to fend off the June Gloom. I saw Terminator Salvation eehhhh. I saw Star Trek awesome. Even if you’re not a trekkie fan it was great entertainment. Angles and Demons was surprisingly good. The Hangover so far is the best movie of the summer for me why cause it made me laugh. This recession sucks now i reallyn have to watch money and alter my spending. I really feel I have two monkeys on my back. Anyway I feel you should do what makes you have fun in life even when you don’t have much going on or you are in a rut.

I just had a Birthday that was filled with everything you would want to happen on it. A decent movie with good friends Termninator Salvation, It was pretty good, wasn’t bad. Then a Veal Chop at one of my favorite restaurants. VIP dessert again with good friends. Then a drunken Debotchary at Brass Monkey. Nothing but a great kareoke party. Where I had a great turnout and everyone had fun. Then the following day I took care of business and got my grove on. It was cool. Summer is here. My Yankes are playing great and are in first place. Started working out again and that I hate. But gotta watch my Money in this recesion. Things are different now. So I still book a ten day trip to NY for July to check out Yankee stadium Holiday. Summer always starts with the good weather, crazy parties, good movies good baseball.