You know when you should do something, but you don’t and you end up doing something else wishing you hadn’t in the end. It doesn’t matter what it is but you do end up doing it. As long as you can fix what it is then you can officially move on. We give ourself goals that we try to achieve and when we don’t reach those goals life can really suck. Other things happen and you’re like really? Did this really need to happen? I try to give myself boundaries in life and when I merely break them consequences come up. What really grates me is then I have to deal with these consequences. I had one of those experiences yesterday where I did something instead of doing something else and wham a consequence came up. It’s like I saw it coming but knew I should of done it but of course I do the opposite. Is it boredom o maybe you want to try something eklse. all I know is writing about it has helped. Man if you only knew what it was.

So people I did the work and I am caught up to Lost. Best show on TV hands down. If your no involved get involved! The show is that damn good. Heroes is losing it for me they are dragging and man I hate to see a great show do that. My world has me auditioning for commercials and living up to my resolutions stuff I wanted to do 7 weeks ago. Opening day is in 40 days and I am psyched. Hockey and basketball doesn’t do it for me.  I want my baseball. The Oscars were a great show.  I feel bad Mickey Rourke didn’t win but thta mans he’ll be at Wrestlemania wrestling Chris Jericho.

I gotta say I got Lost all last week. I watched Season one of Lost last week and it got me hooked. I knew one day I would watch the show, but once I saw the pilot episode I knew it was one of the best Pilots I ever saw for a show. It is a show that grabs you. I immediately hammered out season two in three days. It really is like a drug. I mean I’m still going to work and doing my acting, like being on Young and restless last week, but man I don’t want to do anything else but catch up. Ok also lets talk about Alex Rodriguez and Mike Phelps. Nobody is perfect and both of these stories people should move forward. Arod has a media circus behind him, so he will always be a target, but man lets get back to baseball. Charge him a fine and suspend him for a bit. As for Phelps he should of said he didn’t inhale like a former president did. What else oh yeah watched the first episode of Survivor. I’m not impressed its the same thing over and over. I don’t think it has it.

Hey its me again and its february. Raining here in southern cali, but its been sunny. Pilot season out here and I started auditioning for some pilots. The superbowl was fun to watch, but is was nothing like last year’s Giant win. Right now I am shopping around right now for the next best reality show for me. Something not that time consuming and make sure it pays well. Started working out again. Going out when I can but I have been cutting back due to this recession. So I pick my nights to hang. For TV shows heroes is back and its an awesome show. Also Big Love is a really good show for its third season. Reading joe torre’s book right now and its really good.